Because I so much time and effort, over 50 years, trying to see and experience God, I published a book, “Embracing the Miraculous, Attaining Optimal Health on All Levels” and made a 50 minute movie “Embracing the Miraculous, 6 Guided Meditations to Find God” to help everyone in this quest to succeed much faster than it took me. I was elated finding God, the benefits and changes in my life, felt and seemed astronomical (see my article Find God by Deepika Avanti).
My experiences happened in Brazil at Casa De Don Ignacio where John of God brings Spirit Doctors through his body and thousands of meditators do meditations three days a week on a hill made up of crystals. So the energy is elevated and easy to receive spiritual growth, in my mind it is one of the best spiritual growth centers in the world as well as a spiritual hospital.
I asked to see God. That day when I sat in meditation with my eyes closed, this light filled my eyes. It became as bright as the sun. My entire being radiated with infinite light as far as I could see. Inwardly, I followed the light to see how far it went, and it seemed to go across the universe with no end in sight. I was as bright as the sun and I felt in bliss, joy, peace, and love. There were few thoughts, nor judgements, just an ahhhh of enjoyment. This happened for three hours that morning meditation, and three hours in the afternoon meditation and for two more days and whenever I closed my eyes to meditate for years.
I comprehended from this experience that God was energy, God was light, God was love and I was God, all of us are God, you are God, all existence is God.
You can see God as well. I guide you through meditations in my book and movie to see God. In my guided meditation, hopefully you will see light expanding from your eyes and heart, to filling your entire being and expanding out to the universe.
I was shocked, when I asked to see God, I did not expect to experience God inside of myself as light. But it made logical sense that God is all that is and that I am also the energy and light of God. Somehow I did not feel deserving to be the energy of God. This seems silly, but honestly I saw trees, flowers, dogs, other people as God’s energy, but to admit that I was God also, was shocking to me.
What was also shocking was, nothing externally seemed to present problems anymore. Maybe I would feel annoyed or frustrated by external circumstances, but inwardly I knew that this light within myself was bigger than any problems.
To see God changed my life. To see God allowed me to know everything is energy, infinite energy and it may change form, but it is eternal. So I comprehended that I am eternal, there is nothing to fear on a spiritual level. Of course our bodies’ are designed to have fears to protect us on the physical level, but spiritually dying is not an issue, our souls continue as energy. I became more relaxed about life, more confident and feeling safe. My home burned down with 168 other homes, and I knew that something better would happen. Why? Because to see God and experience this inner love is so amazing and so ordinary also, that I feel supported and safe all the time. Sometimes the old habits of fear rear up and catch me with expressing anger for a moment, but deep within, nothing can rock my experience of being one with God.
Please watch my movie, Embracing the Miraculous, 6 Guided Meditations to Find God and See God, experience that You are God. Or read my book, Embracing the Miraculous, Attaining Optimal Health on All Levels and enjoy the 40 guided meditations, one being how to see God. See God for yourself. See God and experience God and you will experience that You Are God also.