I asked to know,  see,  hear,  sense,  feel God.  I was shocked, for 33 weeks meditating, I experienced feeling immense unconditional love coming through my body like I never had before, I knew God loves me.

I heard this internal voice saying, over and over.  I hear this voice awakening me every morning from my deep sleep for the past five years.  One day meditating all the sudden light was coming from my heart as bright as the sun shining infinitely from within me.  I felt bliss, total love, as bright as the sun and realized God and I were one energy, love and light.

I realized that all of us are the energy of God, by whatever name we relate to using.  On the deepest, most subtle level, our essence is energy, light.  The light is held together by love to create forms.  All these forms are God, God loves all that is.  All that is, is God.

As humans, some of us can relate to this subtle, deepest energy, light, love that is all existence.  However some of us, can’t relate to such abstractness and need to call God, a human such as Christ, or Buddha.  This is God also, and God loves through these people.
God loves through all people, because we are all God.

The difference between us and God is, we are like water molecules in the ocean, and God is the ocean.  We are like a light ray and God is the Sun and all the light rays.  God loves with unconditional love, all existence and sometimes we love and sometimes we fear.  Our fear is like clouds blocking the light radiating out of us.

I feel our journey on earth is to become aware of our love and our fear and when we fear, realize if this is our deepest truth or not, and choose love instead.  The more we are able to choose unconditional love, the more we are as God loves all that is.

You may object and say if God loves, then how can there be killing, war, rape, stealing, greed and all of these negative events in our world?

My experience in the deepest meditative state aligned with bliss, love and light is having no judgement.  I was just unconditional love like a beautiful primrose shining my beauty and joy to enliven everyone.  For us to grow into living unconditional love, the very actions that strengthen us may be having someone steal from us and our being able to forgive, having someone hurt us, kill us or what we love.  I actually took a workshop to practice unconditional love while being strangled to the point of fainting while people yelled whatever most would take me out of love.  I have practiced meditations dying, to learn to stay in the unconditional love rather than the fear when dying.

Probably babies teach us the most to unconditionally love them no matter how much they are crying.  Have you ever had a dog and noticed how unconditionally loving they are to you?  I am sure God loves through dogs to teach us how to learn God loves.  God loves us, all that is, and we are God in training to remember.
how God loves.